We've been worried but now we're scared

15 days to go....

Nothing has changed. The polls favor Biden, but who knows? There is a lot of nefarious stuff going on, and it says a lot that I don't trust anyone.

I should be planning a little harder for an escape plan. Honestly, even if Biden wins, I don't think I can live with what happened with my (some now former) friends, neighbors and yes, relatives. This isn't hyperbole; I wake up every day with a bottomless pit in my stomach. This country has far too many ugly people. ugly both in spirit and attitude.

This all sounds like a broken record, and that just goes to you how deeply this affects me.

I hate what has happened to this place.